Sunday, October 28, 2012

Pheo Journey for Skye Day 7



 Today started as well as any other day, till I realized that is was my 3rd Wedding Anniversary.  It was the same drama with the insurance company not approving my medication and the hospital not returning my calls.  You would think they were some  high ranking official, the way they stay unapproachable.  I did get some work in.  I want to work as much as I can before starting the meds, because the doctor said that the meds would make me loopy, too much to work.  I was thinking about being married and how it doesn’t allow me to have covered insurance through Matt’s job.  The benefit to Matt’s job is for Matt only and it angers me that he doesn’t stand up for me and my health situation by demanding equal coverage.  He’s so afraid of rocking the boat, till he will let me go without.  Is that love or what?  I want a love that says “Baby if you need it, you got it, I am there for you.”  For better or worst, right?  I don’t want a trip to Paris or a new car, just insurance.  Is it too much to ask that my Man be down for me?  So, I will take this day for what it is.  I don’t remember getting a card, but I think I did.  What I do remember is going out to eat and going to the Goodwill thrift store to get him a gift of a book.  I guess my gift was Matt blessing with his presence and a dinner out for seafood buffet.  It is what it is.  That night he did what he does best, turn his back to me and sleep.  So, I stayed on the couch till my back hurt, than went to bed to sleep. The only fireworks that night was from a Katy Perry song, cause there was none in my home.  It’s just another day with Pheo. 
**email; pheo.n.skye@gmail.com,
For those that would like to only talk about all things concerning Pheochromocytoma.

Check out my Youtube for this day:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdCMDO1wVLs  
  

Here are a couple of links I checked out;
http://www.medicinenet.com/pheochromocytoma/page4.htm#what_is_the_prognosis_with_a_pheochromocytoma
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phenoxybenzamine





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